Went to my second ultrasound today and we heard the heart beating loud and clear this time. I was all smiles. Dr said I was 8 weeks today and everything looks great on ultrasound, heart beat is also great. I'm now in the process of lookin for OBGYN'S, I wanted Dr Bailey but his office is closed Wednesday's and that is my only off day during the week so that's not gonna work for me so back to searching i go, really think I am gonna choose Dr Dunham but I don't like they ratings so I'm. Well here is a few pics of new ultrasound and also a lil video of heart beat (can't really hear to well). Continue to pray for us and we thank you in advance

So i have been trippin. I've been straying away from this blog. As you all have known for weeks now i am finally pregnant, but i guess it hasn't actually hit me until i seen thw heartbeat. So much is going on in my body i can honestly say i haven't been sick. Maybe a lil nauseous but not major. One thing i have been is TIRED/SLEEPY. My sis went with me to my appointment i was happy to have her by my side. I jus wish I'll could speed up till at least 16 weeks so i can know if its a boy/girl. Regardless i want a healthy beautiful baby. Yall jus dont how mych your likes amd comments are appreciated. Like i said b4 when it come time for the diaper party or baby shower don't stray away. lol.. Going to b takin pics soon when/if i notice a baby bump Lol..I'll b 7 weeks tomorrow LET'S GET IT!!!

So i am at week 6 i am so excited but i have no appetite at all, also no morning sickness. This may be TMI but hell its My blog. But i am constipated and i pee alot lol. I feel like I'm gettin a lil stomach now (or maybe I'm jus fat). jeans definitely dont button up all the way. I'm jus excited bout this journey i rub my own belly talk to my stomach, boy/girl they have names. Been thinkin bout these first name for years. I gave my mom the privilege if its a girl to pick middle name and if its a boy my sister has the privilege of picking boy middle name. ONLY if i approve of course. So what do u guys think i should have of course a women cant raise a man but it happens..i dont care what i have as long as its healthy

Welp back at it, Dr's appointment to check blood levels. Gotta go to work for an hour then off to appointment. Still haven't made my mind up on who i want to go to as far as OBGYN. Next week is my first ultrasound i wish i was already the weeks to find out what I'm having. Lol. Ik so impatient. Jus continue to pray for us, for a healthy pregnancy/baby. I'm happy, happy i made this decision in my life and happy God has given me this opportunity. Any help on OBGYN'S i prefer a black doctor (not racist) or a women. Jus my preference any suggestions feel free to comment

So i am officially officially 5 weeks today from whatever this app is called today i also bought my donors picture sorry i wont post rhem they are confidential lol..only a select few would see SORRY.. I can say his baby pictures are so cute and adorable i made a GREAT decision. I cant lie i blindly went off characteristics when i choose him, so i was terrified when i was waiting on the pictures but this baby is going to be gorgeous but my main priority is to make sure he/she is healthy..

Dr's appointment to get blood drawn again today to make sure my HCG levels have increased. I have jus been overflowing with joy these last few days. I wake up with a smile on my face everyday i cant believe this is finally happening. I read alot and it tells me first trimester is a beast with morning sickness, sore boobs, and even miscarriage. Well i gave it up 2 god this baby is mine with 100% health so I'm not thinkin of miscarriage. Sore boobs my shit big so I'm use to that lol . I can honestly say i have no morning sickness other than bein hungry and feeling bloated sometimes i feel normal. I think today they are jus drawin blood I hope they do a ultrasound so i can see how far along i am. With my calculations I think I'm about 5 weeks. I jus wanna thank everyone for being my prayer WARRIORS and support jus continue to pray. With as many friends i have looks like i gotta have more than one baby shower.

Up getting ready for Dr's appointment. I am jus so happy hope nothing steals my joy, buy i am always prepared for the worse. I have gotten so many pictures of other people's test and looks the same as mine idk why I'm so scared/nervous. Blood going to be drawn today so we will get a definite answer idk if they will tell me right then or i have to play the waiting game. Work right after Dr's appointment. Yall pray for me cause my nerves are jus about shot right now. Yesterday, well all this weekend i found myself crying more at church yesterday but it was happy tears. I really couldn't hold back yesterday i felt like he is working something serious in my life and I'm jus tryin to soak it all in. Love yall and the support everyone has showed on this blog and outside this blog i aint think anyone would really pay attention to it OR what i got goin on. Yall are my prayer WARRIORS so continue to pray cause this is only the beginning.

So i take it that I'm preggo everyone.. I cried this morning, i cant believe that i am becoming a mother. I will have my lil mini me. In my mind thoe it hasn't registered its doubting this. Idk if it's because i dont want anything to take this away..so i always think of alternatives jus in case because as i have heard all day THERE IS NO FALSE POSIPOSITIVE, n most of yalls test have looked similar to mine. Im Jus excited idk what to do. For most of the readers that dont know my baby will be mixed. Palestinian and Israeli (donor)+ African American (me). So I'm always wondering how this baby is gonna look..Beautiful ik..well still continue to pray for US because i heard the first trimester is a bitch.

So i pee'd on s stick, still kinda confused idk i don't wanna assume or speculate. The box said 2 lines i have a line that is visible but then i have a REAL FAINT LINE..so idk yall help me out cause i could b seeing a line and it aint there

So ik everyone's been wondering what's goin on. I've been goin thru the motion not really lettin anything get to me. I have been very gassy. Lol i dont think thas anything to do with anything..smells have been extreme for me lol..I'm tryin not to think of every lil thing as pregnancy symptoms..idk but i wanna take a test..but wont.lol..but yall stay tuned

Today was kinda painful smh.. That damn speculum was no fuckin joke..OMG.. They had to reposition it twice, felt like i was gettin shit removed lol. Its over now I'm crossing my fingers, toes, shoelaces, and anything else i can cross. I'm CLAIMING this is the one.. I'm crampin so freakin bad right now feel like the women off of Im Gon Get You Sucka (B4 some of yall time) lol.. These cramps aint no joke thoe. Wish i had a baby momma to rub my stomach ease some of these cramps lol, but I'm a big girl so I'm good. Yall keep US in ur prayers continue to throw baby dust my way. Bout to pass out in this bed

Jus video of how specimen looks and what they use to inject me with

So I'm here ready for insemination (iui). prayin this goes well and it takes.. Going to be takin it easy today. May see if i can get a lil video today we will c

O M G I have been knocked out waiting on them to call me back. Finally got my call but was hoping for today but they are scheduling me for tomorrow morning at 10am. I so dont wanna be at work after insemination. o well it is what it is. Yayyyy tomorrow is my big day so after tomorrow we have that 2week wait AGAIN.. This time it will be fine thoe, still nerve racking but not as much as cycle 1.. Well everybody here goes nothin

So I'm at a 19mm which is fabulous..So now waiting on blood work.. I feel like jeopardy music is playin in my head.. I hate waiting uugghhh but its cool i jus hope they can do it today cause i dont wanna have to rush in the A.M. then have to go into work.

Up early this morning dropped my car off to get oil changed and tires rotated. About to go to Dr's office hoping today is a good day because I'm off today couldn't take off Friday and i wanted to rest if i am getting inseminated. I have really been having A LOT of dreams or should i say visions or even scenarios about what type of mother i would be. How i would handle situations as a mother. Weird ik. Lol. I'm so ready for this process not so excited about the BIRTH thing but I'm positive that it is worth it. I have alot of people still hung up on the fact that i am even doin this..lol.. If u know me and i mean REALLY KNOW ME. You can see that i LLLOOOOOVVVEEEE kids. I spoil my nieces rotten when i am around them even other people's kids, I'm jus good around kids. And i wanna spoil and do all that i do with my own..Well enough of me yappin away, yall jus cross ur fingers and throw that baby dust today. Also dont forget to pray for me/US as well

Got my call, want me to c poo me back in Thursday to see my progression. So they say Thursday or Friday is my day for insemination..If i don't do it Thursday then i will have to get a trigger shot to get it done Friday..Either way i will be gettin it done this week..YAYYYYY... So HOPEFULLY this time is my time

So Dr's appointment went well. Specimen is here as of yesterday.. So I'm at 15mm in right ovary so waiting on blood test to say uts a go for insemination OR they may make me do the trigger shot to boost up the maturity of the follicles. So i should get a call back she said around noon so now the waiting game off today so i am gonna take a nap and rest until then. I know i cant give myself this trigger shot so i may need some help..Any takers? Lol.. I may put that on video. Wondering if i should stay video sharing now lol..what yall think? I already know the answer :) yall stay tuned

Back at it again this morning getting ready for Dr's appointment. Time to see if I'm ovulating so I can get shot up again.lol. Sounds weird ik. Specimen arrived yesterday went with same donor. Hopefully this second time is the charm. I amaze myself everyday that i am doing this. I actually stopped alot to get to where i am so i pat MYSELF on the back sometimes. I really want this despite anyones approval or what people may think about my situation i want this more and more everyday so ik God is going to bless me. Well yall stay tuned let you all know what Doc says today

Got another appointment to see bout ovulation Tuesday, was told to have specimen by Monday. I ended up just going with the same donor. My mind has already been on what i think he/she may look like. So yea I'm set. Still on these prenatals and also heard a few other things I can try to do this go round so I may try em. I also heard people be out there talking bout this blog IN A GOOD WAY. Well I'm glad this is some people's cup of tea in the morning..lol.. Share it with ur friends or whoever hell I'm tryin to go VIRAL if i can. But i thank yall for following and WHEN i get preggo there will be less writing on here..lol...dont be sad its jus gon b the start of video blogging plus a lil writing.. A more enhanced experience..But stay tuned and as i mentioned before when I get ANY news this blog will have it.

Okay so like i figured it didnt take this time idk why my cycle was the way it was. Dr left me a message saying to have another specimen. So they want me to have specimen in the 16th just in case they do it i n the 17th. Thinkin if i should use dame donor or not..lol.. But yall dont be disappointed because I'm definitely not. So ifs gon happen and i think this time will be,my time. Came in to this knowing it may or may not take..So now decisions on donor or change donor..Thanks for the support and keep me in your prayers and all u other pregnant women and mothers continue to throw that baby dust

So finally talked to my Dr's office today and they have me scheduled to go in tomorrow morning at 8 to do blood work and ultrasound. Most people think I'm stressing but I'm actually not i have been in the best head space i can possibly be in..lol.. I dont even worry bout the baby thing because ik i will have it when HE wants me to have it. Im so ready to have a big belly and shop 4 clothes lol. But still continue to pray and throw ur baby dust

So this may be to much TMI for most but I'm very confused. I'm 31 as most of you know (yea ik i look young) and my monthly nature visits have always been 4 FULL DAYS. So i came on Friday afternoon and and now sunday damn near NOTHING.. To me that shit aint normal have yall (women viewers) had anything like this cause i basically only was on for a day and a half with my calculations maybe 2 days tops.. I am definitely weirded OUT

So its a no go for this month yall still continue to pray 4 me..Mother Nature said fuck yall I'm here today lmfao.. So no disappointment here I'm still positive. I knew it may not take on the first round di me and my emotions were prepared

So i know everyone is wondering..Well i actually have been takin test for the past 3 days all NEGATIVE.. I also have had cramps for past 2 days and missed my period as well. Last night i thought it was over because i started spottin but it was brownish. Put a pad on as normal butcwoke up NOTHING was happening and still jus spotting. Have a friend that i text constantly lol ik i get on her nerves. But SOMETIMES when implantation is takin place you will cramp (last 2 days), and u will have light brownish spotting as well (since last night). So they say if that takes place it may take a week to show up in urine doesn't make it any better that my Dr is closed today but they can find out by doin blood work. So I'm not stressing either way becase we all knew it may or may not take the first time. But i have A LOT OF FAITH and fingers are still crossed because i definitely missed my period

So we got 4 more days yall. Yall jus cant imagine the things I've been doing to keep my mind off of this..lol.. I was tempted to take one last night but my black stallion friend Keisha talked me out of it..lol. I try not to think about how my body is feeling, I do feel some changes but then again i dont get worked up about them because it could be in my head. Thanks to everyone as well because i haven't been gettin the questions either..Thanks for the support from everyone as well

Alright team so we got one week down and it actually went kind of quick for me i kept myself busy so i wouldn't think about it to much. See how i said to much but i still did lol. Now i got this line from belly button down never really noticed it before. So yall know i read up about it and they say it deals wit pregnancy BUT after like 20 something weeks..smh yea ik losing my mind probably already been there lol hell idk.. I feel like goin and buyin a test today lol jus to see but I'm holding off. Thanks to everyone for not asking me questions so i wouldn't think about it. You jus dont know how much i appreciate that cause my mind seems to b playin tricks on me and my brain is going no stop i sure as hell don't need a dozen people askin me "So are you pregnant", "Did you take a test yet" all that jazz.. Jus sit back yall know regardless yay or nay it will be blogged jus continue to pray for me.

So its day number 4..STILL going crazy waiting on the 6th. So please yall help me out try not to ask me anything about it because im tryin not to go crazy thinkin bout it lol..Ask me about the baby situation on the 5th lol..But continue to pray for US because i am speakin it into existence but I'm always prepared for anything. Thanks yall but for now i want to keep my mind off of it and keep myself busy..lol..

Welp now another nerve wrecker..lol..countdown till the 6th of March to take my pregnancy test. But I'm so ready and praying everyday that i am prego.lol. My cousin Dank said of i throw up thats a sign.. I look at all the views on my blog and i really appreciate the support i honestly didn't think this many people would care about this process. I have even had people that are not my friends on FB ask me how everything is coming along. All yall supporters dont be scarce when its baby shower time and we need bibs, pacifiers, wipes and diapers

Sooo Im done i did it, not long at all..But that shit did hurt..lol..but I'm excited yall have to take a pregnancy test in 2 weeks they say and also will b having a lot of cramping today..but I'm bout to go home rest, and take it easy today and also PRAY cause i want this so bad yall jus dont know..Thank yall sooooo much for all this support

Yayyyyyyyyy jus got my call back so omw back to the Dr's to get my insemination done.. I am so excited still need my prayer WARRIORS out there that it takes the first time...im so excites yall

Back at it this morning so lets pray that t p day is the day.. Faith and prayers goin up on this friday. Let u guys know more shortly

Okay, so i feel more better about tomorrow. I actually have been reading up on somethings n now i see why Friday is GOING to be my day. Yea i am a female but I'm pretty sure A LOT of women dont know this information i am about to reveal so i don't feel bad at all. Did you know that some ways u can tell if you ovulating by feeling cramps AFTER your mmenstrual. HELL I AINT KNOW.. Lol.. So to make a long story short I jus now started feelin cramps on one saide yesterday, today a lil bit more. So i guess these Dr's know what they are doing because i have been so irri because im so ready for this process that they r actually gettin me down to the T.. So tomorrow I'm CLAIMING it. C L A I M I N G IT......lol.. First time yall.. I have been told not today so many times that I'm not even worried about it anymore I'm throwing my faith up in HIS HANDS.

So my blog followers...............Its a no go for today BUT my nurse said my estrogen levels are high and i am at 15cm i think they want me to get 18cm before the inseminate me. These mf'S are stressing me..lol. But i trust em because they are trying to time it to the T. So they said come back friday it seems like its growing/gettin bigger (1 1/2cm) a day because i was at 12 Monday and between 15/16 today.. So Im moving on along jus not as quick as i want 2.. So now waiting on friday morning more anxiety and anxiousness to endure..

So now this waiting process. I hate this shit but u cant rush science (say that to keep from spazzing) lol. But left ovary is at a 15-16 cm they like it to be more than 15cm before inseminating you. So now we are jus waiting for blood work to say that i am ovulating so may be today maybe tomorrow i dont fuckin know lol. Im jus tryin to stay focused and stress free so i have to laugh. Babies are a process within itself so ik it wasnt gonna be easy so i always prepare for the worse but have faith that it will happen.. I already claimed it so its mine. I jus pray they dont catch me at a high ovulation period cause i jus want one for now lol.. We will c in a few hours whats goin on so still keepin faith ik i have some STRONG PRAYER WARRIORS out there

OMW out to this appointment I'm calmer today I'm praying to the ovary gods that its my day, n praying more to Jesus that it works on the first try. I'm jus ready for it to happen already tired of goin back and forth BUT i will continue to do so in order to have my mini me (ONE).. That was for all yall that keep speaking about twins..lol..But u guys jus dont understand how much yall support keeps me motivated as well so THANK YOU.. For some that dont know I may tell the donors ethnicity today or next week or maybe later than that for those that do know KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT.. Thanks and stay tuned AND always remember PRAY FOR ME

So i guess i will go to sleep early, hopefully wont work my nerves lol.. Tryin not to think about it i jus hope I'm ovulating as much as they want me to be. Jus pray for me yall and send love and faith in the sky for me in the AM.. NO TWINS. Just one, and it happens on the FIRST TRY

I was sooooooo ready today. Dr said i was 12cm in left ovary and only 8 cm in the right so they are saying by Wednesday i should be ready.. Im jus sooo ready to the point where it jus made me mad..lol..But like some of my friends was like dont rush it, your almost there..i swear I'm so anxious i think I'm stressing myself out LITERALLY lol.. But Wednesday it is..jus continue to prau that i dont lose a dred or two in the process yall DAMN

So i am here nerves on 1000..lol. Hopefully i get good news that im ovulating on schedule today because i would hate for it to get pushed till tomorrow due to weather not being so great. Yall jus dont know how nervous i feel.. I feel like i jus got pulled over by the cops..smh lol..but jus keep me in ur prayers that today is the day and that it takes the first time.. Im already CLAIMING it. If it does happen today i MAY do a lil video..

My lil baby swimmers have arrived. I swear its like Christmas is close I'm jus excited as hell to get this process moving along. At the same token I wanna get like wasted one last time because i know i wont be able to for a long time lol. But I'm stickin to what I've been doin. Counting down these days till Monday is killin me thoe i wake up like super early and go back to sleep lol. Some people ask me are u scared/nervous, do u want a girl/boy. Idk yall i feel like I'm all the above and i think its natural for me to feel that way. I dont mind a girl jus as much as i dont mind a boy. I just want a beautiful, healthy, happy baby some of yall been sayin twins and shit but i aint ready for that..lol...Only a handful of people know the ethnicity of the donor, had to switch from my last choice, but i think i made a great choice.. Please feel free to post your comments on this blog other than on fb, and you can also share my blog with your friends as well. Thanks for the support i have had over 1200 views. I think for my first blog thats good. Jus continue to keep me in your prayers and having faith in my journey.

Got my shipment confirmation gotta an appointment on Monday. Hopefully ovulating so we can get this thang crackin.lol. The process is get inseminated and then they give me a pregnancy test like a week later. If i come back positive then they have to monitor me because they say the beginning stages are the most critical to make sure i keep it.. Im so excited i jus ask that everyone keeps me in their prayers. Also wanted to say ALABAMA IS NOW A STATE WHERE US GAYS CAN BE MARRIED..yayyyy..to bad some of these hoes in Huntville lack WIFEY qualities..

Yayyyyyyyy!!!!!!! Was able to buy my specimen. Getting closer and closer to that day now I'm sooo nervous but so ready at the same damn time. Still keep me in yall prayers that it works on the first try. Dr's say not to get my hopes up and I'm tryin not to but its hard. Im so ready to start this journey u know. I'm single so ik its gonna be a struggle but I'm willing to go thru that and I'm aware of what I'm getting myself into. I have friends and family so ik i have a lot of support if i need it. Yall jus continue to pray for me and send positive vibes my way.

I get butterflies in my stomach the closer i get to this process. I completed all my forms and my Dr signed off on them this morning so i can make my purchase. Going to actually place or tonight..Im so excited yall and i think I'm making a great choice. Yall just keep me in your prayers i have another week to get inseminated. Not stressing and still takin the prenatals..

So I'm off today and woke up super early. Idk if its a sign or what, but remember i have been telling yall that i had to find a different donor. Well i had 6 other donors that i have been lookin at. One particular donor i have had a dream about. Mot necessarily a dream about the donor itself the ethnicity of the donor. I went to sleep with it on my mind and had a dream about it. When i woke up i just said i think this is the one..lol..I have been looking for a TALL donor because of course i'm short but after thinking about it, it really doesn't matter lol, but i think I'm locked in now i think this is a great combination.

Been lookin up donors all night and on my lil breaks at work..Im excited so i will be buying ut in the next couple of days and will be insemination in the next week or so. My donor is all out so I've been forced to find another lol.. But no worries I'm ready for other options. Yall jus pray for me that i will be fat in no time. People ALREADY tthink I'm fat i guess I'll give em a reason.

Got word back from the Dr. Have to have my specimen by the 13th which is next friday. Im so excited i am omw.. But DAMNIT the donor i wanted is now out of stock.. Make it so bad 4 out of 7 that i had in mind are all out of stock..sooooo gotta look somemore now...so freakin mad i had my shit narrowed down to 1..

So Dr's appointment this morning went well. Even my nurse said I'm right on schedule. They also drew blood and did a vaginal ultrasound (Hate that shit) lol.. So i should know by today when to buy my "specimen"... So if blood work comes back good it may go down in 10 days..nervous now..idk y i have bee waitin for this for a long time but i guess its jus the jitters.. My day is still going great so far.. Thanks for reading

Its that time again.So now gotta take blood to monitor ovulation starting ttomorrow, so I'm omw. Also gotta pay some of this money once i meet deductible I'll be good. Jus alot of bills at the samr time but if i have to sacrifice eating out so be it. I have already sacrificed the smoking AND drinking lol. Im so excited really trying to stay focused and not stress.. So dont you all start stepping up to the plate at once but WHO is giving the baby shower when all this goes down, just remember its going to mixed with boys, girls, gays, and straight..lol..COMING SOON

Narrowed down to one donor YAYYY...So i may have roughly maybe 2 weeks now till insemination. Sooooo yall cross your fingers for me that it works on first try and only have one and not TWINS. So excited mom and sis have also viewed the donor so we are ready.

So it's the beginning of the month meaning this is gonna b my month 😀...Also been narrowing down my search i now have 7 donors to choose from.Its coming along GREAT. This morning got my first BILL.. I can actually say it wasn't a bad bill a lil under 500 for all that stuff we did GREAT INSURANCE HELPS OUT. So i'm omw people BABY COMING SOON..

So I feel like my days are gettin closer..THIS DAMN ANTICIPATION is killin me..lol.. I'm tired of all my friends jinxing me talkin about twins or some shit..lol..no mam i jus need one at a time..I feel like i am down yo 10 donors, sounds like a lot but it was wayyy more than that before. I thank everyone for being so supportive of my process, even if i didn't have the support im very strong willed and mind is set so it's goin to take place regardless (all my haters) but its good to know people aren't so judgmental, or at least they're not voicing it to me..Thanks tho..Well going to read somemore profiles and narrow some off my list wanna make sure I'm ready when they give me the green light...

So I haven't forgot about yall and the process is still as scheduled just waiting on like maybe the 2nd week of Feb. Still up all night searching donors. Haven't given up. So ready to be a mother its pitiful. Touching lil hands and feet.. I get people every day sayin can they b my babys momma lol...what...but ik they jus playin..seems like everyone wants to be the god parents smh lol..but i can say that i have a lot of support. Welp off to work, i may not write again until the process starts back up.

So jus been busy counting down these days..Never been so ready for my first flow day but i cant wait to get inseminated and I'm hoping and praying it only takes one GOOD TIME. I already have names (Ik sad) but I'm keeping them a secret. I see myself looking at alot of baby shit like I'm already pregnant. At the same time trying not to get my hopes up just in case it doesn't go good but lord knows if aint nobody else got faith I DO. Still researching donors like crazy i want my baby to be tall. I know i aint tall lol so yea..lol.. Still no smokin i have been doin good real proud of myself. Stay tuned thoe peeps n also keep me in your prayers during this process.

Single now so less stress, Lord knows i was stressing..lol..Still feel a little alone but me going into this baby thing i was alone to begin with. I still have support from family and friends thoe so thats all i need. Read alot of stuff last night so thinkin about changing my diet so when i am inseminated my body will be strong enough to hold it and also make sure the baby is in a healthy place to live..Stopped smokein, which was hard so ik eating should b a breeze..Looked at more donors last night and i can say that its hard to choose. Lol. Mainly because of prices. Shipping ranges from $160-$300, thats the hard thing. I may have to take up donations soon jus just for the shipping, but I'm not giving up and I'm not letting ANYTHING/ANYONE get in the way of the process. If it seems like ur not onboard ✌

So today was suppose to be insemination day but Dr's got back to late yesterday wit my results so i have to wait till next month. I was a lil discouraged due to the fact that im jus READY..lol.. I feel like it was my time right now and maybe because i should b makin the right decision on my donor or maybe jus getting my money together so when i do buy my "Specimen" i am straight. Because this shit is expensive lol.. I can say i have alot of support so i am happt about that. So jus waiting now i feel like a kid waiting on Christmas. Idk why most people thought i was playing around about this but this is real yall i want my mini me. I'll be damned jus because society feels like i should b in a dress, with nails, and long hair and with a MAN (YUCK) that thats what i gotta be..well I'm bout to switch it up for yall and show yall a LESBIAN STUD who wears jeans, j's, and a t shirt wit dreds can do the samr thang hell prolly take care of mine better than most..WATCH ME WORK

I was so ready today to get this process going..Looks like i have to wait till next month. Waited all day 4 blood work for them to tell me at 3 (had to b at work at 3:30) to tell me im ovulating but i need specimen by tomorrow. I dont have time at this point to get anything overnighted..Im sooo mad right now and almost got discouraged but then thought to myself maybe i need to look more and actually research these donors more, and get more money saved.. I cant lie thoe i was discouraged but at least i still got good news and not bad.. I am in my feelings i can't lie..

So back at it again today. Sometimes i feel like this time in the morning is WAY to early but for this i seem to wake up with no problems. Another ultrasound and also taking more blood. Im hoping that today they tell me to buy my specimen. I have narrowed it down to 3, and none of them are black but they are tall..lol.. Pictures of them are not a must because hell I'm sexy and we have strong genes. If I'm  on schedule then this week is the week. Jus excited and friends and family are as well..Welp next time i visit this Dr office lets hope its to make a baby

So today is nerve wrecking..Im so excited for tomorrow but its gonna be nerve wreckin. If everything is grear that means i have to buy my specimen tomorrow to have it shipped to get inseminated hopefully by the end of the week..So excite a n d alot of people ask me what will u wear..lol..clothes bitch..but yea im a full stud to the core no blouses and shit like that byt excited to carry something thatd MINE in my stomach so ready and nervous at the same time

Went to get prenatal vitamins with my gf today felt like i aint know what i was lookin for..lol..so still searching for a sperm donor.This shit is expensive but i want my lil one so i gotta spend for him/her..Sperm is gonna be the most costly for me it could range between 400-900.