Alright team so we got one week down and it actually went kind of quick for me i kept myself busy so i wouldn't think about it to much. See how i said to much but i still did lol. Now i got this line from belly button down never really noticed it before. So yall know i read up about it and they say it deals wit pregnancy BUT after like 20 something weeks..smh yea ik losing my mind probably already been there lol hell idk.. I feel like goin and buyin a test today lol jus to see but I'm holding off. Thanks to everyone for not asking me questions so i wouldn't think about it. You jus dont know how much i appreciate that cause my mind seems to b playin tricks on me and my brain is going no stop i sure as hell don't need a dozen people askin me "So are you pregnant", "Did you take a test yet" all that jazz.. Jus sit back yall know regardless yay or nay it will be blogged jus continue to pray for me.

So its day number 4..STILL going crazy waiting on the 6th. So please yall help me out try not to ask me anything about it because im tryin not to go crazy thinkin bout it lol..Ask me about the baby situation on the 5th lol..But continue to pray for US because i am speakin it into existence but I'm always prepared for anything. Thanks yall but for now i want to keep my mind off of it and keep myself busy..lol..

Welp now another nerve wrecker..lol..countdown till the 6th of March to take my pregnancy test. But I'm so ready and praying everyday that i am prego.lol. My cousin Dank said of i throw up thats a sign.. I look at all the views on my blog and i really appreciate the support i honestly didn't think this many people would care about this process. I have even had people that are not my friends on FB ask me how everything is coming along. All yall supporters dont be scarce when its baby shower time and we need bibs, pacifiers, wipes and diapers

Sooo Im done i did it, not long at all..But that shit did hurt..lol..but I'm excited yall have to take a pregnancy test in 2 weeks they say and also will b having a lot of cramping today..but I'm bout to go home rest, and take it easy today and also PRAY cause i want this so bad yall jus dont know..Thank yall sooooo much for all this support

Yayyyyyyyyy jus got my call back so omw back to the Dr's to get my insemination done.. I am so excited still need my prayer WARRIORS out there that it takes the first time...im so excites yall

Back at it this morning so lets pray that t p day is the day.. Faith and prayers goin up on this friday. Let u guys know more shortly

Okay, so i feel more better about tomorrow. I actually have been reading up on somethings n now i see why Friday is GOING to be my day. Yea i am a female but I'm pretty sure A LOT of women dont know this information i am about to reveal so i don't feel bad at all. Did you know that some ways u can tell if you ovulating by feeling cramps AFTER your mmenstrual. HELL I AINT KNOW.. Lol.. So to make a long story short I jus now started feelin cramps on one saide yesterday, today a lil bit more. So i guess these Dr's know what they are doing because i have been so irri because im so ready for this process that they r actually gettin me down to the T.. So tomorrow I'm CLAIMING it. C L A I M I N G IT......lol.. First time yall.. I have been told not today so many times that I'm not even worried about it anymore I'm throwing my faith up in HIS HANDS.

So my blog followers...............Its a no go for today BUT my nurse said my estrogen levels are high and i am at 15cm i think they want me to get 18cm before the inseminate me. These mf'S are stressing me..lol. But i trust em because they are trying to time it to the T. So they said come back friday it seems like its growing/gettin bigger (1 1/2cm) a day because i was at 12 Monday and between 15/16 today.. So Im moving on along jus not as quick as i want 2.. So now waiting on friday morning more anxiety and anxiousness to endure..

So now this waiting process. I hate this shit but u cant rush science (say that to keep from spazzing) lol. But left ovary is at a 15-16 cm they like it to be more than 15cm before inseminating you. So now we are jus waiting for blood work to say that i am ovulating so may be today maybe tomorrow i dont fuckin know lol. Im jus tryin to stay focused and stress free so i have to laugh. Babies are a process within itself so ik it wasnt gonna be easy so i always prepare for the worse but have faith that it will happen.. I already claimed it so its mine. I jus pray they dont catch me at a high ovulation period cause i jus want one for now lol.. We will c in a few hours whats goin on so still keepin faith ik i have some STRONG PRAYER WARRIORS out there

OMW out to this appointment I'm calmer today I'm praying to the ovary gods that its my day, n praying more to Jesus that it works on the first try. I'm jus ready for it to happen already tired of goin back and forth BUT i will continue to do so in order to have my mini me (ONE).. That was for all yall that keep speaking about twins..lol..But u guys jus dont understand how much yall support keeps me motivated as well so THANK YOU.. For some that dont know I may tell the donors ethnicity today or next week or maybe later than that for those that do know KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT.. Thanks and stay tuned AND always remember PRAY FOR ME

So i guess i will go to sleep early, hopefully wont work my nerves lol.. Tryin not to think about it i jus hope I'm ovulating as much as they want me to be. Jus pray for me yall and send love and faith in the sky for me in the AM.. NO TWINS. Just one, and it happens on the FIRST TRY

I was sooooooo ready today. Dr said i was 12cm in left ovary and only 8 cm in the right so they are saying by Wednesday i should be ready.. Im jus sooo ready to the point where it jus made me mad..lol..But like some of my friends was like dont rush it, your almost there..i swear I'm so anxious i think I'm stressing myself out LITERALLY lol.. But Wednesday it is..jus continue to prau that i dont lose a dred or two in the process yall DAMN

So i am here nerves on 1000..lol. Hopefully i get good news that im ovulating on schedule today because i would hate for it to get pushed till tomorrow due to weather not being so great. Yall jus dont know how nervous i feel.. I feel like i jus got pulled over by the cops..smh lol..but jus keep me in ur prayers that today is the day and that it takes the first time.. Im already CLAIMING it. If it does happen today i MAY do a lil video..

My lil baby swimmers have arrived. I swear its like Christmas is close I'm jus excited as hell to get this process moving along. At the same token I wanna get like wasted one last time because i know i wont be able to for a long time lol. But I'm stickin to what I've been doin. Counting down these days till Monday is killin me thoe i wake up like super early and go back to sleep lol. Some people ask me are u scared/nervous, do u want a girl/boy. Idk yall i feel like I'm all the above and i think its natural for me to feel that way. I dont mind a girl jus as much as i dont mind a boy. I just want a beautiful, healthy, happy baby some of yall been sayin twins and shit but i aint ready for that..lol...Only a handful of people know the ethnicity of the donor, had to switch from my last choice, but i think i made a great choice.. Please feel free to post your comments on this blog other than on fb, and you can also share my blog with your friends as well. Thanks for the support i have had over 1200 views. I think for my first blog thats good. Jus continue to keep me in your prayers and having faith in my journey.

Got my shipment confirmation gotta an appointment on Monday. Hopefully ovulating so we can get this thang crackin.lol. The process is get inseminated and then they give me a pregnancy test like a week later. If i come back positive then they have to monitor me because they say the beginning stages are the most critical to make sure i keep it.. Im so excited i jus ask that everyone keeps me in their prayers. Also wanted to say ALABAMA IS NOW A STATE WHERE US GAYS CAN BE MARRIED..yayyyy..to bad some of these hoes in Huntville lack WIFEY qualities..

Yayyyyyyyy!!!!!!! Was able to buy my specimen. Getting closer and closer to that day now I'm sooo nervous but so ready at the same damn time. Still keep me in yall prayers that it works on the first try. Dr's say not to get my hopes up and I'm tryin not to but its hard. Im so ready to start this journey u know. I'm single so ik its gonna be a struggle but I'm willing to go thru that and I'm aware of what I'm getting myself into. I have friends and family so ik i have a lot of support if i need it. Yall jus continue to pray for me and send positive vibes my way.

I get butterflies in my stomach the closer i get to this process. I completed all my forms and my Dr signed off on them this morning so i can make my purchase. Going to actually place or tonight..Im so excited yall and i think I'm making a great choice. Yall just keep me in your prayers i have another week to get inseminated. Not stressing and still takin the prenatals..

So I'm off today and woke up super early. Idk if its a sign or what, but remember i have been telling yall that i had to find a different donor. Well i had 6 other donors that i have been lookin at. One particular donor i have had a dream about. Mot necessarily a dream about the donor itself the ethnicity of the donor. I went to sleep with it on my mind and had a dream about it. When i woke up i just said i think this is the one..lol..I have been looking for a TALL donor because of course i'm short but after thinking about it, it really doesn't matter lol, but i think I'm locked in now i think this is a great combination.

Been lookin up donors all night and on my lil breaks at work..Im excited so i will be buying ut in the next couple of days and will be insemination in the next week or so. My donor is all out so I've been forced to find another lol.. But no worries I'm ready for other options. Yall jus pray for me that i will be fat in no time. People ALREADY tthink I'm fat i guess I'll give em a reason.

Got word back from the Dr. Have to have my specimen by the 13th which is next friday. Im so excited i am omw.. But DAMNIT the donor i wanted is now out of stock.. Make it so bad 4 out of 7 that i had in mind are all out of stock..sooooo gotta look somemore now...so freakin mad i had my shit narrowed down to 1..

So Dr's appointment this morning went well. Even my nurse said I'm right on schedule. They also drew blood and did a vaginal ultrasound (Hate that shit) lol.. So i should know by today when to buy my "specimen"... So if blood work comes back good it may go down in 10 days..nervous now..idk y i have bee waitin for this for a long time but i guess its jus the jitters.. My day is still going great so far.. Thanks for reading

Its that time again.So now gotta take blood to monitor ovulation starting ttomorrow, so I'm omw. Also gotta pay some of this money once i meet deductible I'll be good. Jus alot of bills at the samr time but if i have to sacrifice eating out so be it. I have already sacrificed the smoking AND drinking lol. Im so excited really trying to stay focused and not stress.. So dont you all start stepping up to the plate at once but WHO is giving the baby shower when all this goes down, just remember its going to mixed with boys, girls, gays, and straight..lol..COMING SOON

Narrowed down to one donor YAYYY...So i may have roughly maybe 2 weeks now till insemination. Sooooo yall cross your fingers for me that it works on first try and only have one and not TWINS. So excited mom and sis have also viewed the donor so we are ready.

So it's the beginning of the month meaning this is gonna b my month 😀...Also been narrowing down my search i now have 7 donors to choose from.Its coming along GREAT. This morning got my first BILL.. I can actually say it wasn't a bad bill a lil under 500 for all that stuff we did GREAT INSURANCE HELPS OUT. So i'm omw people BABY COMING SOON..