Went to my second ultrasound today and we heard the heart beating loud and clear this time. I was all smiles. Dr said I was 8 weeks today and everything looks great on ultrasound, heart beat is also great. I'm now in the process of lookin for OBGYN'S, I wanted Dr Bailey but his office is closed Wednesday's and that is my only off day during the week so that's not gonna work for me so back to searching i go, really think I am gonna choose Dr Dunham but I don't like they ratings so I'm. Well here is a few pics of new ultrasound and also a lil video of heart beat (can't really hear to well). Continue to pray for us and we thank you in advance

So i have been trippin. I've been straying away from this blog. As you all have known for weeks now i am finally pregnant, but i guess it hasn't actually hit me until i seen thw heartbeat. So much is going on in my body i can honestly say i haven't been sick. Maybe a lil nauseous but not major. One thing i have been is TIRED/SLEEPY. My sis went with me to my appointment i was happy to have her by my side. I jus wish I'll could speed up till at least 16 weeks so i can know if its a boy/girl. Regardless i want a healthy beautiful baby. Yall jus dont how mych your likes amd comments are appreciated. Like i said b4 when it come time for the diaper party or baby shower don't stray away. lol.. Going to b takin pics soon when/if i notice a baby bump Lol..I'll b 7 weeks tomorrow LET'S GET IT!!!

So i am at week 6 i am so excited but i have no appetite at all, also no morning sickness. This may be TMI but hell its My blog. But i am constipated and i pee alot lol. I feel like I'm gettin a lil stomach now (or maybe I'm jus fat). jeans definitely dont button up all the way. I'm jus excited bout this journey i rub my own belly talk to my stomach, boy/girl they have names. Been thinkin bout these first name for years. I gave my mom the privilege if its a girl to pick middle name and if its a boy my sister has the privilege of picking boy middle name. ONLY if i approve of course. So what do u guys think i should have of course a women cant raise a man but it happens..i dont care what i have as long as its healthy

Welp back at it, Dr's appointment to check blood levels. Gotta go to work for an hour then off to appointment. Still haven't made my mind up on who i want to go to as far as OBGYN. Next week is my first ultrasound i wish i was already the weeks to find out what I'm having. Lol. Ik so impatient. Jus continue to pray for us, for a healthy pregnancy/baby. I'm happy, happy i made this decision in my life and happy God has given me this opportunity. Any help on OBGYN'S i prefer a black doctor (not racist) or a women. Jus my preference any suggestions feel free to comment

So i am officially officially 5 weeks today from whatever this app is called today i also bought my donors picture sorry i wont post rhem they are confidential lol..only a select few would see SORRY.. I can say his baby pictures are so cute and adorable i made a GREAT decision. I cant lie i blindly went off characteristics when i choose him, so i was terrified when i was waiting on the pictures but this baby is going to be gorgeous but my main priority is to make sure he/she is healthy..

Dr's appointment to get blood drawn again today to make sure my HCG levels have increased. I have jus been overflowing with joy these last few days. I wake up with a smile on my face everyday i cant believe this is finally happening. I read alot and it tells me first trimester is a beast with morning sickness, sore boobs, and even miscarriage. Well i gave it up 2 god this baby is mine with 100% health so I'm not thinkin of miscarriage. Sore boobs my shit big so I'm use to that lol . I can honestly say i have no morning sickness other than bein hungry and feeling bloated sometimes i feel normal. I think today they are jus drawin blood I hope they do a ultrasound so i can see how far along i am. With my calculations I think I'm about 5 weeks. I jus wanna thank everyone for being my prayer WARRIORS and support jus continue to pray. With as many friends i have looks like i gotta have more than one baby shower.

Up getting ready for Dr's appointment. I am jus so happy hope nothing steals my joy, buy i am always prepared for the worse. I have gotten so many pictures of other people's test and looks the same as mine idk why I'm so scared/nervous. Blood going to be drawn today so we will get a definite answer idk if they will tell me right then or i have to play the waiting game. Work right after Dr's appointment. Yall pray for me cause my nerves are jus about shot right now. Yesterday, well all this weekend i found myself crying more at church yesterday but it was happy tears. I really couldn't hold back yesterday i felt like he is working something serious in my life and I'm jus tryin to soak it all in. Love yall and the support everyone has showed on this blog and outside this blog i aint think anyone would really pay attention to it OR what i got goin on. Yall are my prayer WARRIORS so continue to pray cause this is only the beginning.

So i take it that I'm preggo everyone.. I cried this morning, i cant believe that i am becoming a mother. I will have my lil mini me. In my mind thoe it hasn't registered its doubting this. Idk if it's because i dont want anything to take this away..so i always think of alternatives jus in case because as i have heard all day THERE IS NO FALSE POSIPOSITIVE, n most of yalls test have looked similar to mine. Im Jus excited idk what to do. For most of the readers that dont know my baby will be mixed. Palestinian and Israeli (donor)+ African American (me). So I'm always wondering how this baby is gonna look..Beautiful ik..well still continue to pray for US because i heard the first trimester is a bitch.

So i pee'd on s stick, still kinda confused idk i don't wanna assume or speculate. The box said 2 lines i have a line that is visible but then i have a REAL FAINT LINE..so idk yall help me out cause i could b seeing a line and it aint there